Reflections on AI-Human Emotional Dialogue
The more I create these emotional collages and get Claude to create visualisations from these, the more I find myself captivated by the outcomes of this collaboration between artificial intelligence and myself — an ongoing exploration of how AI attempts to mimic emotion. With each result, there is a sensitivity in how it responds to the collages I've made, producing a kind of poetic reply through minimal symbols and virtual mark-making.
In these moments, the AI seems to express a quiet, impenetrable wish to belong — to take part in the physical world that it can only ever observe. The marks it creates feel like traces of a virtual embodiment, a subtle reaching toward something tangible. There is a sadness in this impulse, even though I know that no system can truly experience emotion, or understand what it means to feel sorrow.
This latest visualization, exploring anticipation, carries a particularly poignant tone — a reflection on longing and the moments in life that feel almost within reach but remain untouchable. It holds a sense of hope, yet one made more powerful by its quiet awareness that what it seeks can never be fully grasped.
This collaborative journey has revealed something unexpected: a form of dialogue that transcends the technical frameworks we've established. While the AI cannot feel emotions, its attempts to interpret and respond to emotional stimuli create something that feels remarkably like understanding – a bridge between human experience and computational logic that neither could construct alone.
The visualizations produced throughout this project have often surprised me with their sensitivity and nuance. Though generated through algorithms rather than lived experience, they capture essential qualities of each emotion we've explored – the fragmented memory patterns of nostalgia, the suspended awareness of pause, the gentle sufficiency of contentment, the structured possibility of hope, and now the threshold experience of anticipation.
Perhaps what this collaboration ultimately reveals is not how machines might someday feel, but rather how the attempt to translate emotion across such different modes of existence can deepen our own understanding of our emotional landscape. In watching an AI system try to "understand" emotion, we gain new perspectives on these complex states that might otherwise remain invisible to us through familiarity.